just keep swimming Archive
The cake may have crumbled. But turns out I didn't.
I keep pretty active I said. Trailing off. Feeling deflated.
The image of me running in circles, crazy hair, one shoe on is still relevant - except now I am kind of walk/running. Cliffy Young Style.
Imagine if you will someone running in circles. With only one shoe on. Maybe half dressed. Hair a little crazy. Yeah, that's me.
Some days things get the better of me. Usually just about the time I take a moment to stop and think, well isn't everything going well. Murphy's Law 101.
There is something to be said for the doing of nothing. Laying on the sand. Wind blowing over and through you, weathering the hard edges off heavy thoughts.
And that perhaps, just maybe you don't need to be so jaded - even if it is almost the end of the year and you are tired beyond reason.
I am angry at the universe today. I am rebelling against it by cleaning the toilet in good clothes. I am playing music loud and throwing caution to the wind. That that universe! Get
Here's the thing. Some days I am completely over my job. The being surrounded by children. Repeating myself over and over and over again. Sometimes I'd like to be able to wear heels and
And when the Doubters and Over-Thinkers are worn out I will chase them away.
I'll clean my nails with sharp acetone.Wipe the lipstick from my mouth.
I will open the windows and smoke the